Season 1 Episode 23

I started watching the series of Lost…the scene with the korean couple made me cry…one episode more and I’m off to season 2…so happy with surf the channel, although their Dharma and Greg series wasnt complete, they made it up with Lost I think…hehehe..

I made a table out of my clothes storage today, fixed the wirings on the floor which really was irritating to see. All I have to do now is scan my pics from the photos I have, I heard that once you give it to the immigration officers they wont be handing it back…grrrrrr…

hmm, thats it for today, i have to iron clothes in a while…bye.

times 3

x3 xp nanaman sa tantra, waaaaaaa puyatan at sunugan nnmn ng pc ito…ambagal ng palevel hayz…antok pa ko…mamaya nlng muna ako blog…Im thinking about piloting other peoples characters and making money out of it. Although peso is no good here in Japan, pwede na ung 1k a month pang Top-Up sa tantra, at least ligtas ems ko sa mga mandurugas sa post ofc.

later nlng ulet mejo d pa gising diwa ko

Tindahang walang Tinda

I finished my multiply online store, and Im happy about it. Now this is the part where I have to wait; I have to wait for my postal account  w/c I have no idea when I’ll be getting one, a bike, and the much awaited visa so I can roam around outside without worries. 

I did my multiply account in one sitting and it took hours and hours to finish it; the banner took time to finish at least. I hate it when people keep interupting me while I’m doing something, How would I finish what I’ve started if someone keeps calling me and keeps telling me to go online and play, I know they need players I really do, but I was starting something I  wanted to do for a long time now and after days of searching the net on how to do it and actually applying what I’ve reseached all I ask is a moment to finish what I’ve started and have the right to enjoy what I’ve accomplished, is that too much to ask? It’s not like I have people to talk to on how to do it, everything would be a lot easier if it was like that , but it isn’t.

I really dont want to be disturbed when I’m focusing on something or doing something I need to do, and I do the same to people who are doing their thing. For the past few days I’ve been watching Dharma & Greg series, and I wasnt exactly in the playing mood for a while, but all I want is a time off, I just want to relax for now lay down here and watch something online that’s really nice. My body clock isnt exactly normal like before, I just want to relax right now and I’ll be back to my old self again but all I need is time. If the person I’m reffering to cant wait then there is nothing I can do about it. For now I have to relax; emotional stress is not my cup of tea.

Anyway here’s the preview of what I was talking about earlier, its not up yet but the site is finished. CLICK HERE.

Pahiya

Pahiya ako kanina..hehehe; galit galitan pa ko sa mail ko sa cel ako naman pala ang mali…sandamakmak na tawag sa personal phone at ofc phone d kase sinasagot, kala ko kung napano na amp, then tumawag after ilang hours, galit na galet, sabi ko nagmail ka kase sabi mo uuwi ng gabi eh, tapos sabi tumawag ako kinausap pa kita pra sabihin na d ako makakauwi kagabi…Hala! wala akong matandaan amp, natulog kc ako ng maaga and I have no memory na sumagot ako ng fone waaaaaaa…oha pahiya ako amp, mamaya yari ako LOLZZZZZZZZZ…..

Naubusan ako ng candy, tsk d ako makapag-yosi huhuhuhu….

Kwento ni Gelo

I had a strange dream of my ex, well ewan ko ba, it was a short term relationship…Long time crush ko un eh, he’s name is Gelo, hehehe…I met him when i was at 5th grade but not at school, we were on the same band, brass band to be exact, I was one of the color guards and he played the alto, or whatever the name that instrument was… anyway we were just kids back then,  there was this one time when i was waiting for my friend he kept on staring at me…he was really cute and i had this crush on him also so i told my close friend and that was the time she said that gelo was always asking about me. but we never really talked, he was quite most of the time and so was I. Our friends was teasing him and calling him torpe; there were also times that everytime we had to go to provinces they would make us sit right nxt to each other, since the ride going to provinces are far and the rest went to sleep so did he, he used to sleep on my lap everytime and that really made me “kilig” hahaha. But that was just that, of course; i had to stop the band when i graduated and study high school, but i still dint forget him.

We met again after so many years, we were 20yrs old; I dont remember exactly what happed or how it happened but we were just a couple all of a sudden…hahaha, yes we skipped the “ligawan” part, grade school was so much a foreplay and its just fair to skip the ligawan part…hahahha, we were always together everytime we had a chance, but unfortunately I had to leave the country and wrk…huhuhu…then we were apart again, he wasnt the type that can afford a celphone, thats why I dint speak to him for the whole 6months, there was absolutely no way of communication, but just before I came back I was able to talk to him and tell him I was comming home. After that I did come home and we spent time together again but it was just abrupt. Somehow we were together yes, we had intimate times, but nothing really happened ( if you know what I mean). It almost happened but it didnt…hahaha..anlabo, grabe lets just say na he still hasnt changed, anak ng tokwang katorpehan yan pinadali ko na nga pinapahirapan paden sarili nya hahahaha…eventually it didnt last, we did not split, I just stopped making the effort of going to his place; (hey I needed to go to him I had a pending boyfriend in QC at that time…hahaha).Anyway, I was out of the country most of the time becoz of work and I fell inlove with somebody else end of story. 

But still,  I cant help but wonder how my life would turn out if stayed with him.I heard from a common friend that he’s already married and has a child. He still plays in the brass band and he’s wife has a canteen or working in a canteen of her tita’s. If we ended up together will I not regret living a simple lifelike that? and the answer hit me, and I think I would, I never really settled for simplicity…ever…

Post Office Cabanatuan

Sa post office na nasasakupan ng San Roque Sur sa Cabanatuan;  Mga animal talaga kayo!!!! Ang kakapal ng mga feys nyo magbukas ngpackages galing Japan na hindi inyo; at kayo pa may ganang magalit ha, tsk tsk, 3k yen nlng nga nung nakaraan pinatos nyo pa amp at d pa kayo nakuntento kumuha pa kayo ng free sa package ko na ballpen and keychain, susyalan. Wg nyong sabihin na d nyo alam kung baket bukas ang packages dahil imbes na naka packing tape yung padala eh naka-paste nalang at basa pa, malinaw na sa inyo ang diperensha dahil fresh pa!

Yan ang eksena last month; then I tried to send again and this time 2k yen lang nmn, siningit ko sa keyholder sa loob na packaging nun ha, pinasok ko sa portable ashtray packing tape ko ung ashtray ng madami, binalot ko sa paper then packing tape, plastic then packing tape, then binalot ko ng gift wrap then madaming scatchtape, kasama nya leash ni shadow at snack ni shadow then may isa pang key holder then binalot ko sa plastic with so many packing tape pinalibutan ko pa unthen another plastic then off to the phillipines. Kaya naman malakas ang loob ko na magpadala ulet becoz my friend told me na nahuli na daw ung mga staff ng philpost na nagbubukas ng package specially those from japan, 2 of then confirmed the news kaya sinubukan ko ulet. Yesterday dumating ang package, nagtxt daw  yung taga post office and nagtanong kung anong oras kukunin, buti nlng hindi sinagot ung txt at pumunta agad sila dun pra claim ung package, aba muntik nnmn madale amp; ung isang side ng padala sinimulan na hiwain amp, lunch break hat time and akala cguro ng kukuha eh sa hapon pa ppick up-in. Tinanong sila kung bakit may hiwa, d daw nila alam tapos nakipag-argue don at sinabi pa nila na ung 3lapad nga na nawalan walang nagawa kht nagsisigaw pa dun sa post office, nagreact ng ganon so ibig sabihin alam nila kung magkano ung nakuha last month dahil d naman malaki un. Ang kakapal ng face talaga, last month nung nawalan kame eh may kasabay pang nagrereklamo sa kanila na nawalan nmnng 10lapad! Imagine what if sa emergency gagamitin ung pera na un? kung life and death situation ng paglalaanan ng pera na un eh d baka na dedz na ung dapat na gagastusan ng pera na un. Hayz pilipinas kelan kaya magbabago ang mga tao jan tsk tsk; ang kakapal ng mga tao talaga bat d nalang gawin ung trabaho nila ng maayos at kung naliliitan sila sa sweldo nila eh magsuicide nalang sana nila mga pakinsyet tlga mga yan ampppp.

Next month magpapadala ulet ako, this time walang pera instead maglalagay ako ng envelope with a message that goes like this : MGA UNGAS WALA NG PERANG NAKASINGIT DITO MGA UGOK ( then malaking fuck you sign ).

Hanap muna ako ng sa net ng sign at print ko na, mga ungas talaga amp.

Random

Pumunta ba o hinde? I snooped around his bag to check if there’s a list of the papers needed for my application. ABA ABA ABA parang wala ako nakita amp! I asked him last night if he went, he said he did, he also pointed out that there were so many papers needed, but that was it! he dint show me or tell me what was really needed, come on dudung I need specifics amp! I need a list hindi ung surprise nalang tas matataranta ako anak ng kamote ka talaga! 2months nalang oh pakinsyet tlga u really like to cram, nakakaiyak ka talaga! naiiyak ako sa galet gustu kitang bigwasan ng paulit ulit grrrrrrrrrr!!!!!

Anyway, I was wrong about i.ph not supporting .gif and .png files becoz they do. I can edit my banner next time and let it move a little, hehehe, the blouse I was waiting for yesterday came and it was ok, it’s a white see through blouse that looked ripped hahaha, I mean it looked like a pixie blouse to me, the “whitelady” bouse hehehe, tama to pang haloween powder my face white very red lipstick, dark eye circles and I’m off scaring children to death wahahaha. After drowning myself with the TV series “Weeds” my next addiction would be “Dharma & Gregg” and I’m at series 1 episode 8 I have a long way to watch…I envy this couple;even though I know they’re fictional characters, its still nice to imagine having a realationship like that, some scenes even made me cry and made me wish I had what they have.

Oh well, welcome to the real world! It SUCKS bigtime but I still LOVE it! masochist amp hehehe…

wanted

I downloaded the torrent of the movie Wanted and Just finished watching…It was so greattttttttttttt I loved it!!!!!!!!!!! I cant wait for it to come out on dvd, waiting really really really sucks waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!! It’s not even showing here yet, I guess they’re still translating it in japanese thats why movies here come out really LATE or I just spend too much time watching cable television, playing online games and watching TV series on the internet that I dont really know if its out already in theaters (LoL). Angelina Jolie was sot hot; she left me confused with my own sexuality hahahhha. If I had japanese friends they would be green with envy if I told them I’ve seen the movie already; oh the joys of understanding english (*evil smile >:D*).

I’m having a hard time adjusting with my sleep, it’s almost 6:30pm and I eyelids wants to shut already. I did the last edit of my online shop banner and placed it on the site I made ( its still not up though ). I have to pratice my CSS coz I think Multiply.com would be the perfect place for an online store but i.ph would have to do for know. I’m starting to get pissed again, I need a postal savings account and I cant get one on my own for so many reasons, I want a separate account, I want to have that feeling of independence again…even just for a little.

fingers crossed

Still cant figure out how to personalize my multiply, but I think I’ll just practice here at i.ph…still need a maniquin though; but im guessing that would be impossible for now; I spoke with my mom yesterday and if everything goes well with the used clothes I can start doing my business with her. For now I’m keeping my fingers crossed and hope that there are still filipinas out there who still have a size 24 waist line; lol…heres hoping =)

I finished piloting one of my firends character and I’m down to the last one…one level to go and I’m done. I’m still having a hard time thinking of a name for my online store. Oh wait; I think I’ve got one.

Have to split for awhile before I forget the name. Will blog later. bye for now .

solution to my problem

Ayan I just came up with an idea a while ago; instead of selling things in the phiippines, I think I’ll sell it here in japan na lang; and ung mga items na ibebenta ko will come from thailand. Since I dont know how to read and write/type in japanesse I’ll just make my website in multiply then post my online store in websites like filipinos in japan forums. This would be my first target; at least I have a plan to start on; my future just got a little bit lighter..hehehe…now all i have to do is convince my financer (hahaha).

Ang HIRAP magnavigate ng multiply waaaaaaaaaa…panibagong pagaaralan nnmn to hahayz…

online shopping

This is one of the things that i want to start very badly. But there are factors preventing me from doing so. First of all my family is not in the philippines anymore, they are all living in thailand right now. I have nobody in the philippines to take care of stuffs like this back home. Although having my family in thailand is an advantage regarding the cheap items you can buy there, I still have  problems  here in Japan that’s still not  settled, but once It settles, i might be selling stuff online here in japan instead. Competititon of items sold in the philippines is so tight, they sell clothes and other stuffs in a very very low price; kamusta naman ang prices here in japan? even if I buy things in the 2nd hand store it still is expensive once i convert it in peso + shipping expenses if I send it in the philippinesto sell it. My friend Clyment told me that I can sell things here from japan in expensive prices if it is unique and if others dont have it; she has a point; I’ll try it first anyway but first things first, EYAHHHH ASAN KAAA MAY RAKET TAYOOOOOOOOO!!!!! hehehe.

sayang moment and jumping off the terrace

I snatched the banner from my blogdrive, har har har. There you have it, a touch of charm… jaraannn…I scrolled on the blog functions again and familiarized my self with it, it kept me interested to twitch things and made few adjustments on my banner size and i think its ok now. There’s this thing in the photo section that I had a “sayang” moment, they dont support .png and .gif files; but I think I can live with it ( hehehe). The Private post thingy caught my interest, at least now i dont have to make a separate blog and hide under an alias for things I’d like to blog but want to keep private.

Today I’m done levelling 2 vedi kruma characters and just piloting one more for a friend. After the 15th if ever they change the xp settings i can go back to my regular sleep time. Ok for those people reading this, I just want to tell you guys that I am addicted to the online game Tantra and i spend ( and i mean really spend ) money, time and effort for this freakin’ game ( hahaha ). I dont work, I am alone most of the time and to keep myself from jumping off the terrace this is what I do ( hahaha). 

New Leaf

here here…tuluyan ko na bang iiwan ang blogdrive??

If everything here turns out right…

I might… =)

lets see what happens….