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anti-philippine marriage… LoL

September 16, 2008

I had scariest non-scary dream, I dreamt that I got married to a filipino and it scared the shit out of me. In my dream I was so inlove with this guy and married him, We were living with my parents house, I had a room of my own but me and my husband slept in the living room. I woke up the next day and panicked. I ran to my mom’s room, she woke up as I entered the room and saw my face filled with conffusion. I began to cry and told her the truth that I wanted  “out” of my marriage. That I wasnt ready and she told me that I cant backout because it was already done. Then I told her that I dint sign the marriage cotract and I wasnt planning to sign it.  My mom did not approve of what I said. Then I ran in my room crying and I called Roselle one of my oldest friend and told her everything, I was planning to leave the house and ran away and live with her for a while, my husband dint know her so I felt safe……then I woke up.

I’ve never been so shakened in my life, ( well, I did in one of my dreams ) but this was a diffrent kind of fear. LOLZ! I think I’ll never be ready to get married to a filipino. Not yet, not unless the Philippines have divorce. Waaaaaaaaaaa…. when will that ever happen grrrrr…

I have a thing about filipin marriage, it just really scares me; once your in one, you’ll be trapped all eternity LOL…When time comes that a couple stops loving each other what good is it to stay with each other? Its a misery trap if everything else fails, you’ll just have face the fact that you’ll never marry the nxt man you fall inlove with. 

Marriage is suppose to mean working things out, but there are things that just fail to work out; what happens then? does it mean that you have no right to be happy again? does it mean you have to suffer for the rest of your life with just marrying the wrong choice? We are not perfect beings, the beauty of mistakes is that you learn from them, but what use is learning from mistakes if you dont have the chance to prove that you already know what to do next time???

Im still sleepy, I’m going back to bed, please please please let there be something nice to dream about.

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