29 years and 1 day old

My Desktop broke 3days ago, I’m 1 pc down and it really sucks, I had my online shop sig there and I want it back…I dunno whats wrong, but my cpu just started whistling and i dunno what it wants, I googled and found out that it may be one of the fans causing it, My fan was ok but I think the inner fan wasnt I’m not sure though…this sucks…

I started selling my clothes at timog buy and sell, but I failed…not because I had terrible clothes, its because of they’re sizes. All of my clothes were size S and most of my buyers were M or L. After sending me a PM all of them cancelled their reservations..LOL..

I saw a jumper skirt online and bought it for 1000yen  shipping, I was unsure of the size and I have a feeling that it wont fit me, but it just arrived and wasnt that small after all hehehe…I just have to extend my diet a little longer for me to land that safe size zone..this would look great with my boots hahaha…

Da Birthday

My birthday turned out to be memorable indeed…and not in a good way..a very close friend of ours ingame changed God and simply left us…he has his reasons but from the way I look at it was not enough to leave his friends behind; as if we dint matter at all; anyway maybe we dint..lelz..

Anyway moving on…There’s this burger commercial in the philippines that had an impact on filipinos almost everywhere, its like when anything good happens to somebody, their friends just say “pa-burger ka nmn” and I mean in any given situation..lol..Since I’m not in the philippines  I wasnt relating at this at all the first time I heard it; In fact I have my own burger issue and it left a very strong memory during college days and yes everytime I think of it or hear it  flashbacks flood in..hahaha…

 Da Burger Story 

May mag-shota na mahilig mag-toot
kaya nmn napagkasunduan nila na ipalit ang salitang toot at pangalanang “burger”.
pra hindi mahalata ng mga tao sa paligid ang gusto nilang gawin.

One day dumalaw c lalake sa bahay ng babae…

Boypren: Gud afternun po, susunduin ko lang po anak ninyo pra mag burger inay…
Mader: cge iho, magiingat kayo ha..
Boypren: opo

One day ulet…

Gelpren: Nay mag rereview lang po kame baka ho gabihin kame magbburger kase kame pagtapos mag review..
Mader: cge anak..magiingat kayo ha
Gelpren: opo nay

At isa pang araw….

Gelpren: Nay manonood lang po kame ng sine last full show..
Mader: Cge anak pero kumain muna kayo dto pra makatipid..
Gelpren: wag na po nay, magbburger po kame..
Mader: ganun ba, cge magiingat kayo ha.

Nung sumunod umuwi na may take out burger ang mag-shota…

Gelpren: Nay dun lang po kame sa kusina pra magburger…
Mader: Cge lang anak…

…nagtungo sa kusina ang mag-shota; maya maya lang ay lumabas at sinamahan c mader sa sala

Mader: mga anak napansin ko panay panay ang burger nyo…
Gelpren: masarap po kasi pla inay..(sabay ngiti ngiti)
Mader: halata ngang nawiwili ka iha eh…kita mo, may mayonaise ka pa sa labi..(sabay punas sa labi ng anak at tinikman) …  

Viewing things diffrently

I’ve been reading diffrent threads  from timog forum and one of the moderators (docomo) enlightened me with his reply in one of the threads and it goes like this:

I’ve been browsing different threads for more than an hour now , Somehow ~I noticed that it contains “many” conclusions on the essence of life and human nature..

.. I’m going to say something that might sound depressing and not encouraging at all , BUT hear me out and really SEE the meaning behind it….

No matter how much someone loves you and cares for you , friends , family , lovers, at some point , they will betray you and hurt you ….

…For the most part , this betrayal is completely unintentional. But what I mean with this is seemingly morose comment is that you have to remember that people are HUMAN . And HUMANS make mistakes. HUMANS have faults . HUMANS will let you down eventually.

..What is important to ALWAYS know and remember is that these actions , these disappointments have NOTHING to do with YOU as a person . They are not a measuring stick of your worth . They do not reflect upon your value as a person to be loved .
… What these moments of hurt and disappointment DO mean is that the person who caused you pain is simply not perfect. No one is.. I’m not talking about someone intentionally going out of their way to harm another ; I’m speaking of when a person does not live up to the expectations that you may have for them … When they let you down , simply because they are being human , weak , frightened, unsure, selfish, needy,you have to step back from it emotionally for a moment, don’t take it as a personal attack, and decide if you can forgive the action and continue to maintain a relationship with that person … Sometimes you can..Sometimes you can’t..

..But by letting go of the of the fantasy that one who loves you would never hurt you , You can allow people to be human, allow them their fallibilities, and still keep yourself from being destroyed over by those who would actually aim to do you true harm.
.. This is probably the most important lesson I have ever learned in LIFE..
( The journey IS worth it ..the trials and tribulations are your lessons..the successes are your rewards for learning the lessons.. You must break the eggs to make omelets )

This for me is an inspiring thought and a diffrent view of things in life..I just thought of blogging it so it can serve as a reminder when I’m feeling down….

anti-philippine marriage… LoL

I had scariest non-scary dream, I dreamt that I got married to a filipino and it scared the shit out of me. In my dream I was so inlove with this guy and married him, We were living with my parents house, I had a room of my own but me and my husband slept in the living room. I woke up the next day and panicked. I ran to my mom’s room, she woke up as I entered the room and saw my face filled with conffusion. I began to cry and told her the truth that I wanted  “out” of my marriage. That I wasnt ready and she told me that I cant backout because it was already done. Then I told her that I dint sign the marriage cotract and I wasnt planning to sign it.  My mom did not approve of what I said. Then I ran in my room crying and I called Roselle one of my oldest friend and told her everything, I was planning to leave the house and ran away and live with her for a while, my husband dint know her so I felt safe……then I woke up.

I’ve never been so shakened in my life, ( well, I did in one of my dreams ) but this was a diffrent kind of fear. LOLZ! I think I’ll never be ready to get married to a filipino. Not yet, not unless the Philippines have divorce. Waaaaaaaaaaa…. when will that ever happen grrrrr…

I have a thing about filipin marriage, it just really scares me; once your in one, you’ll be trapped all eternity LOL…When time comes that a couple stops loving each other what good is it to stay with each other? Its a misery trap if everything else fails, you’ll just have face the fact that you’ll never marry the nxt man you fall inlove with. 

Marriage is suppose to mean working things out, but there are things that just fail to work out; what happens then? does it mean that you have no right to be happy again? does it mean you have to suffer for the rest of your life with just marrying the wrong choice? We are not perfect beings, the beauty of mistakes is that you learn from them, but what use is learning from mistakes if you dont have the chance to prove that you already know what to do next time???

Im still sleepy, I’m going back to bed, please please please let there be something nice to dream about.

They’re Back

Prison Break is back!!! and i’m so so so happy…watch it at:

http://www.surfthechannel.com/show/television/Prison_Break.html

 1 series is back and a few more on the way…

abangan…

Urduja

I was browsing youtube and looking for something to watch like startalk, bubble gang etc last week when I saw an interview of Regine promoting the Philippine animation Urduja. Frankly I was quite impressed with the news that we finally have our very own animation and from what i heard it took years just to make this film happen. I was excited to see the outcome of what we had so I searched its trailer. And boy was I dissappointed.

I havent seen the film yet but based from its trailer it sounded like the storyline was from Pocahontas and she even looks like pocahontas grrrrrr… I may be wrong( i hope I am ), it wasnt that special to me. I was expecting more of an original storyline, a look quite diffrent from the animes we’ve seen and a little more like OURS! Yes its pinoy made in every detail, but who are we kidding? wouldnt it be nice to have an original so we can at least hold our heads up high and say “THIS IS OURS!”

2D cartoons are way so out, d ba naten napapansin na puru 3D na ang animation ngayon and tayo nasa 2D palang? so early 90’s ang pagkakagawa. Sobrang late na nga tayo sana bumawi man lang tayo sa ibang aspects, kaso 2D na nga gumaya pa amp kakainit kayo ng bunbunan ha amf.

Dont we have any intresting stories at all? How about Philippine Epics? like Biag ni Lam-Ang, Bantungan etc ..We’ve studied these stories in high school why not make a movie out of them? Spice it up a little if they think Its quite boring. Honestly I dint read those stories also but I would like to see it on screen. Common Pinoys we can do better than that. Think naman amp.

I cant help but think that filipinos are just good in copying things. Sana man lang there would be a time that someone would stand out amongst the rest and make us proud.

 P.S.

finished watching the nanny 2 days ago, I’m gonna miss fran..hehehe